What does it mean to be a sheep? The second in a series looking at inclusion and integration
A couple of years ago I wrote a contemporary version of
Psalm 23 when I was helping at a youth Alpha day; it went something like this.
The Lord is my saviour, I shall not hide
he saves me from my nightmares,
my self doubt, my anxiety.
From demons in the night,
from destruction of anger, mistrust
and fear.
He is the restorer of my soul
He guides me through the darkness of my mind.
Even though I still get scared,
even though I sometimes find it hard to pray.
He provides me with all I need.
He sends Angels to walk by my side
and fills me with his Spirit.
I fear no evil when God is with me,
holding me in his arms, surrounding me with his love.
Surely I will rest in the wings of the Lord, my saviour all the days of my life.
he saves me from my nightmares,
my self doubt, my anxiety.
From demons in the night,
from destruction of anger, mistrust
and fear.
He is the restorer of my soul
He guides me through the darkness of my mind.
Even though I still get scared,
even though I sometimes find it hard to pray.
He provides me with all I need.
He sends Angels to walk by my side
and fills me with his Spirit.
I fear no evil when God is with me,
holding me in his arms, surrounding me with his love.
Surely I will rest in the wings of the Lord, my saviour all the days of my life.
Whilst it is OK, one of the main failings as far as I can
tell is that it is very “me” focused”.
And that says a lot about my criticism of a lot of Christian teaching
and worship today. We are often told
that Jesus died on the cross for me; well he did but it was also so much more
than that. He didn’t just in some
mysterious way die for me and you and you and you, but he died so that the two
parts of creation, that we call heaven and earth might be brought back together,
that all separation is resolved and healed.
In truth, what Jesus did at Golgotha was likely the greatest act of
inclusion and integration the world has ever seen; the three synoptic gospels
all share a picture of the temple curtain being torn in two. The separation of heaven from earth removed.
The original meaning of Psalm 23 is lost in history at
present, we have given it meaning most often at funerals and for giving comfort
in suffering but the original meaning of the psalmist is not known, so we
interpret the scripture and try to make sense of it.
The same is true for the Gospel reading from the
evangelist. Jesus talks about the good
Shepherd and his sheep; that the sheep will know him and will recognise him,
and will go out and come in via the gate.
Jesus is using symbols to paint a picture for the people of him being
the gate and sometimes the shepherd.
Jesus being the gate resonates with the early name for the followers;
who were called followers of the way. It
was code for followers of Jesus. Jesus
is the way, just as he said he was the way, the truth and the life. (John 14)
There have been plenty of sermons regarding Jesus being the
Good Shepherd and being the gate through which we need to go to reach eternal
life; but I would actually like to focus in this story and in part in the
identity of the psalmist as the Sheep.
If the story is symbolic then what does the Sheep represent?
I guess it is likely and relatively simple to suggest that
the sheep is meant to signify us. But,
what does that picture mean to us. The
problem with picture language is that is will mean different things to
different cultures and to different times.
Jesus coming down the hill on a Donkey didn’t represent humility to the
1st Century Jews, it was a deliberate echo of Jeremiah’s prophecy
and was seen as such, however we often see it in Palm Sunday services as
indicative of an image of Jesus’ humility riding in to Jerusalem on a Donkey,
portraying a slightly comical figure: We
see things differently.
So when we look at the Sheep we need to be careful and be
aware that any interpretation we make may well be and most probably will be
influenced by our own time and culture.
However, it is imperative that we try and struggle with scripture in
order to develop more of an insight and understanding, because it is in the
struggle that we will often find moments of inspiration.
When we are pictured as Sheep, does that mean that we are
mindless creatures, that we will just follow one another in a sort of herd
mentality, does it mean that we lack individuality? That is indeed one picture that we might take
away with us, but if we did I think we would be missing part of the
picture. A friend of mine owns an Alpaca
farm, she keeps Sheep too and told me a story of how when they are put back
together they actively seek out other Sheep with whom they have shared time
with before as though they were greeting friends. If Jesus perhaps didn’t mean that we were to
be a mindless group of followers blindly following him, (and his audience would
likely be very conversant with the individuality of Sheep and Goats etc),
perhaps he had something different in mind.
Perhaps it was vulnerability.
Sheep were certainly vulnerable to being stolen, or being taken by Lions
or Wolves. So are we to understand that
we share a vulnerability with others?
If we are all vulnerable then we are no different from
others and any differences that we do perceive; be they physical (as in a
physical disability), psychological (as in a behavioural difference), or
lifestyle (perhaps a gender or sexuality difference); do not change the
underlying truth that we are all vulnerable.
Arrogance is the forgetting of our own vulnerability and it
leads to a sense of our difference, which in turn leads to separation. Essentially the same sin as pictured in Eden
that separated humanity from God. We
place the curtain in position again instead of accepting the free movement from
earth to heaven and back again.
Separation means separation from our true self; the self that is made in
the image of God, separation from others; when we build walls and seek to lock
out our neighbour; and as a consequence, separation from God which is what sin
accomplishes.
God invites us
through Jesus to live out a life of intentional availability; this means being
available to ourselves; making time for ourselves, being available to others;
making time for others, and being available to God. Where the practice of momentary mindfulness
becomes the practice of momentary prayer and prayer becomes part of our natural
rhythm of life rather than some extra chore that we need to do to prove
ourselves as Christians. Being
intentionally available will lead to us being intentionally vulnerable and open
to ourselves and others and God, that self-realisation of vulnerability
reconnects us with ourselves, with our neighbour and most therefore with
God. We would then start to exhibit
signs of true humility, we would walk with God, we would enjoy the presence of
God, living in the Kingdom that Jesus announced when the curtain was split in
two and creation was healed. We would
become what we are meant to be; an image of God reflecting God to everyone and
everything we meet. Now wouldn’t that be revolutionary, and that stems from the
supreme act of inclusion, integration, and what it means to be a Sheep.
In the name of God, the perfect Trinity who lives in you
and me.
Amen
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